I had a great weekend with Shanna and Jason. We helped Shanna pick out some great clothes that made her look so fantastic, then she took me to Ulta to find some make up. I felt so pretty! I never wear make up, I'm always afraid that people will look at me if I look nice. Today, I wore make up to the Dollar Store to buy stuff to clean the bathroom with. I felt scared, but pretty. I love my body, I think I have a beautiful face, I just don't want to know what other people think of me, and if they don't look at me, I won't have a single clue what they think of me. Another goal I'm creating for myself is to start wearing make up daily, even if it's just a small amount. I am learning to love myself this year. I'm learning that I'm scared of a lot of things, most of which hold me back from becoming greater than I was before.
This blog has changed a lot in the space of a month. It started as a food diary and has now become a place for me to leave my revelations. I love it :)
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